i thought i would be stronger :/

heyh kawan , tahniah ^_^
aku syg kaw lebih dr dia syg kaw taw !
    
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it make me happy to see her happy .
but it make me sad to realise that i'm alone .

it excites me reading those message (sssssssssss) .
but it mists my eyes realising i had no one to do that for me .

'she' said ; mungkin kaw rindu nak bahagia macam tu
yes dear , i am ...

# i've never thought it would be this hard . thought it would be easier . thought it would be lighter . thought it would be happier  :')